You want to know how exciting 23 & 24 were: crying. Like literally, that is all I’ve done. Completely shut my body down, I don’t know how I got this far.
One – I don’t have a car. Two – I’m putting my parents in financial debt. Three – the final nail was put in the coffin of studying in the US. Four – my kindness of giving blood was rejected due to low blood sugar and lack of showing veins.
Oh and it’s been raining.
So metophorically I’m laying in the fetal position at the bottom of the hole while it fills with rain.
Reality – I’m not eating, in the fetal position, while binge watching OITNB under heavy blankets in bed.
It took me almost 2 hours to get to work this morning.
I don’t know how long I can keep myself up.